honestly, i`m crazy about him, but that doesn`t make me stupid. i`ve been hurt enough times to learn my lesson. it`s not like he`s the only guy who looks at me. & why would i waste my time on someone who doesn`t appreciate me, when you & i both know i could do so much better? he knows where to find me if he wants, but my world isn`t going to stop & wait for him. & if he does come back, whose to say i`ll even be here when he does?